For some reason, I just can't seem to recall that feeling of being in love with someone. Not that I believe I've been truly in love with anyone, but even that happy, fluffy feeling of liking someone a lot more than your average friend isn't really coming to me.
I love my friends like I love my family, and my family I love like they're a part of me. That is the only form of love I know or remember right now. Though I'm not exactly looking for a guy right now, I can't help, but wonder if I can be capable of falling for anyone at all. I just can't seem to remember at all. I wonder if this is how people feel after years of not having sex or something lol. It's a weird feeling. I haven't had a boyfriend since I was 17, and it's been seven years since. I've liked some guys, but that never really became anything. I had my heart broken so I must have liked those people to some degree, otherwise I wouldn't cry over them. But I don't remember it right now. It's a weird, empty blank.
Oh well lol ^__^ I really should be studying instead of wasting my time thinking up nonsense like this lol.
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