Official Study Day

I really should be studying rather than blogging, but I figure why not just use the internet for now before I can't again. I'm pretty sure there will be internet again later tonight, but even if there isn't, I really shouldn't be distracted so often. I've got my test in two days and not a whole lot of time left to cover three chapters of material. I've actually already skimmed the entire book and am now kind of going back and making notes, but still... I rather be reading notes tomorrow and doing some practice questions than stuffing answers in my brain. On the good side, my photographic memory seems to be working a little better these days. I feel like I've got a couple pages burned into my mind lol. I only know what I know though and tests have a certain way of testing you on things that you didn't study for lol. Well, I'm hoping it'll be different. Please just test me on the things I know lol. I feel that I'm getting things better when I'm relaxed though 'cause I'm just absorbing the info and not resisting/rejecting, nor trying to get it all at once. That's how learning should be, natural not forced. We do things better when we're not forced to do it.

My friend asked me if I wanted to do lunch today and I had to turn her invitation down 'cause I need to be serious about what I'm doing and not wasting time (like I am right now lol). In any case, I'm learning how to be more serious about getting myself better rather than worse. This past year and half, I never quite learned how to make myself a better worker. I had fallen into this trap thinking that what I did well elsewhere would apply to the position I'm in now, but that's really not the case. I had to play by a totally new set of rules, but didn't quite understand it till the books pointed it out to me. Well, first step of getting myself better is to be able to say no more often and separate work from play. Now is not the time to play, now is the time to focus and get some things sorted out and done right in my life. I'll play after the test is done ^_^