Hmm... there are lots of things on my mind at the moment and lots of things that I want to ascertain and yet not really care to know. For instance... being told by my physician that I might not be able to have children someday is kind of a shock. I mean, it's not official and we don't know for certain, but it still kind of strikes a person somewhat, you know? Personally, I don't think there's anything really wrong with me other than my weight causing me to be unable to menstruate, but the feeling is very strange like half of my heart is normal and another half is displaced somehow. Kind of like the shape of steps on a staircase. Not sure how to describe it... but I think I should be fine. If I had cysts, it should hurt... ... right? And it doesn't hurt... so... I probably don't have cysts? I guess we'll find out Thursday morning when I go in for the ultrasound...
I wish I could be less jittery about this.
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