After my 4th of July weekend, I came back to reality and new anxieties plus fears have basically taken hold of me. For instance... I don't think I've been so nervous about hearing back from employers in such a long time. When I really want something and can't have it, I get really bummed out. I also feel really scared at the moment, because I have a tendency to say the wrong thing when I get too happy or too upset so... I really hope that I didn't blow my own chances at obtaining this job that I really want.
Anyway... to get rid of all these fears and anxieties that have been pounding on me since yesterday, I went to the gym for three hours and just exercised the heck out of my body. I was pretty sore and wobbly when I was done, but it felt good and for just a little while, I didn't think about anything. I really like going to the gym and really hope that I manage to get my body in shape within the next few months. *sigh*
Watched The Bachelorette again today and was not really surprised with the ending, but it made me sad 'cause I really liked Jason. He really has a lot of class so I hope he finds someone special someday.
Also watched Code Geass Episode 13... and I have so much to say about these last few episodes in general. Need to save it for another post though. I probably should head to bed since my body needs the sleep so I'm going to try and force myself to sleep ^_^
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