I was chatting with my friend today about her boyfriend situation and due to all the exercise I've been doing lately, it's gotten easier to talk to her again. The distance between us did a lot of good. I can talk and not feel resentment these days. Even though they have hurt me, made me feel badly about myself, and were just terrible to me, I don't feel so angry or sad these days.
I'm not saying that I want to jump back in and be best friends, because I know how it feels to be that in love with a friend and not have them reciprocate those feelings back, but it doesn't hurt to be able to chat once in a while and enjoy a friendly exchange. Also, because we have spent the last six months apart, I feel like I have waken up from a long nightmare and starting to get back up on my feet. I can't wait until Sunday, it's my study day ^__^
For some reason, I just really like studying and exercising lately lol.
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