My Orders Shipped!

I can't tell whether this is a good thing or a bad thing... I'm excited that my orders bought from Akadot and YesAsia are finally shipped, but thinking about how much I spent and what my CC payment is going to look like next payment period... just makes me want to cry. I have reckless spending habits and I have always been able to pay off any debt on my CC, but still... just watching the amount in my checking account plummet makes me want to cry. You would think that since I still owe my mother approximately $2000, I would stop spending so much... but I can't give up manga =_= That is the most impossible thing anyone can ask of me. *sigh* I have at least $5000+ worth of manga stashed away in my closet. I should type up an archive list of tankoubon that I own so I stop buying doubles of manga =_=; It's really sad, but I keep buying extra copies of manga 'cause I keep forgetting what I already have... (that's how large my collection is). I need more bookshelves, I need a larger closet, I need one entire bedroom devoted to my manga storing! Ah, I have manga piled up like Szeiska's room in Fullmetal Alchemist =_= *sigh* What to do...