Thursday, December 16, 2010

Not Remotely Excited...

Is it weird to say that I'm not even the least bit excited to go back home tomorrow? I'm not really in the mood to see my family right now, I rather avoid them. It's kind of sad, but that's how I feel. Also, despite seeing all the Christmas decorations up, it just doesn't feel like the holidays to me. I used to love this time of the year, but the magic of everything seems to have disappeared. I don't feel at all excited right now...

Just got off the phone with my mom, nothing happened, but that's just it now, nothing. We keep the talking to a minimum, I'm not excited to talk to her and would rather not have anything to do with them at the moment. The things they say really screw with my head and I don't need to be any more messed up than I already am. *sigh*

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